ah.

My post for html-ed away, i just cant do any coding =_= cant remember what ive done but im late for school now haiz.

im not abnormal yet. i guess thats a good thing.

house is in an abundant mess.
DOES ANYONE WANT A BED? having a bed for sale at $50. + a free matteress :D (urgent)

anyways, decided to open a blogshop just to sell stuff that is in my house, dear goldfish told me to tell parents open a garage sale O_o it just seems to practical but whos gona help find what is good to be sold and what is not? sort items in boxes, give flyers. maybe during holidays ba, see how, gotta persuade parents too.

so i shall now advertise the under-construction pictureless blogshop in the making*
there will be
-BIG stuff eg. bed
-Clothes
-Shoes
-Earrings
-Everything else under the sun :D eg. er.. maybe soft toys or small electronic stuff*
http://need-something-to-live.blogspot.com/
Its just a random name la, come look, will update and furthur inform of the erm.. blog aha :)

blog again.

Sungei Buloh, i wanna bring you there, nature can reali bring ppl together. i dun think ill mind hiking if thts the case :P but i stil dun think i am keen to climb a mountain**

tired again lol, mebbe cuz its 1am. too many things going on. can i just take a break from everything till exam is over.

i miss jamming :<


ah!!! evil things.

lack of sleep.

OmG! here is my groups video on bukit timah :)
please go in help
-view
-comment good
-rate super
-favourite!!
if you are willing

project project :) finally done, now time to plan presentation ^_^

sleepeee.. >_<

i need you by my side..

lol

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Musician Doo doo de doo waaaa doo de doo! (<-- That's you playing something.) Everyone appreciates the band/orchestra geeks and the pretty voices. Whether you sing in the choir, participate in a school/local band, or sit at home writing music, you contribute a joy to society that everyone can agree on. Yay! Welcome to actually doing something for poor, pathetic human souls. (Just kidding.)
Social Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Drama Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Anime Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Literature Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

saw it in my JR's blog so i decided to post this b4 i went to sleeep :P
nitez <3 thanks

<3 i love you anyway.

Ah!! mum!!! does she know between justin and me?
*kicks justin, u should get a blog too, dunida tell people, tell me enough!

I can sing again!! i've never felt happier being able to use my voice again! i hate losing my voice.. i rather lose something else than talking and singing.
statistics show i lose my voice once a year =_="
I love me :X
i should*

Justin, you should call me more though, my mum is worried for me ">_>

haha xD i should reali bring a camera whereever i go, chess club was fun =P
what did i do today?
ah, was depressed all morning thanks to my reali sendimental junior :D
reminded me of something i chucked away for some time..
Sorry Yeo if i ruined ur mood for project. I was really upset..

Then i was 1 hour late for lecture
at least thats what i thought. i got my timing wrong and i was 2 hours late. of which lecture ended 1 hour early even though there was supposed to be makeup lecture after that. =="
i was sort of deliberately late *guilty* cuz i thought it was gona be 3 hours of talking!!
apparently i was wrong *blush*

So i went for chess club straight instead~
haha, derek so crazy, he so enthu lol
christian *pokes
And benjamin.. OMG act cute!! i look at him. he look at me.. and he tilt his head XD

just like that!!!

yea. am i a very negative person =_=

♥ ♥ ♥

noo.. my entire post i was typing is gone!!!!!

anyway.. i lost my voice.. i think my throat infection spread..
i dun wanna drink anymore lemon honey T_T i drank so many bottles today cuz mum made me =X

hm. i was watching tv just now, and sis switched after the program ended.
it was some movie channel
MGM
is it the tom and jerry producer?
i was watching The purple rose in CairoRomantic isnt it~ wua~
but i hate the ending *stabs director

so sis switched channel to animax. in tsubasa chronicle 2, the syaoran has some deep low manly voice... *kicks the seiyuu
i liked it when it was boyish T_T *switches back to jap which i dont understand*
much better~ ^_^
i dun reali like english voice over.. the expressions sound fake, i duno why.. it could just be me anyhow =/

*kicks people who ignored me today
*kicks people who didnt reply all my msgs today
*kicks the bottles of honey
*kicks the rubbish on the floor
*kicks my PVL textbook
*kicks my sore troat!

♥ today was full of kicks.

I'm tired

i wanna go home..
i dun think im coping..
this has to stop..
i duno how..
i guess..
i cant do what my heart doesnt want me to..
i shouldnt force myself..
i shouldnt blog words all the time..
why do i keep making stupid mistakes..
its so sickening..
it gets boring.

if you see mushrooms growing somewhere, theres that chance its infected.

I have a problem.
I always think of what i should want instead of what do i want.
Is this a good or bad thing?

I seem to be lucky. Mostly in things im glad about, but for things i feel that i really want, it just seems im not that lucky.
Sometimes friends who tells you, ah, anything you wanna share, you can always tell me, i will be here to help. But they only see you as someone who you care talk about problems to, when theres anything interesting and fun going on, you are not in their mind..
-someone who rather listen to ur problems onli, but thats it, they dont realli want you in their life..
-it hurts.
-i dont like being left out..
-no one likes being left out..

Best friends. Not everyone has a friend they can consider their best friend. maybe close buddy? but not everyone has someone they can trust fully in everything they do.

i feel like i try so hard for nothing. all i accomplish now is not for myself.
what i want to do always seem to have something blocking me. i didnt say it was you.

But dun say that i dont care about you.
Dont say that i never bother about you.
Dont say i never try.
You duno how much it hurts, when i actually am..

i cant seem to get anything i want. its like im giving in to what wants me.
do i have any talents.. u all make me wonder..

im not talking about you.

people you think may seem to be friends could just be companions you work and talk with. but thats it.

What do i want??

i duno.. i want but at the same time i want something i cannot. and duno. its so. hard to decide.. i wish i didnt not know so many stuff..

I decided, i feel bad but im not entirely overjoyed by it, i duno why.
I hope it will be ok,
I hope its alright..
I hope i wont lose so much..
but ive already lost something.

I shouldnt be worrying about such stuff now.
I should be studying..

Posting, gotta update.

Yesterday's event was a blast!

Thanks Noor, Siva, Faris, Daryl, Agdoran - etcetc

Here are some pics and erm, i will post links to vids =)







fun =)



-ah-....
i feel so guilty..
what do i want..
why..
i duno..