if you see mushrooms growing somewhere, theres that chance its infected.

I have a problem.
I always think of what i should want instead of what do i want.
Is this a good or bad thing?

I seem to be lucky. Mostly in things im glad about, but for things i feel that i really want, it just seems im not that lucky.
Sometimes friends who tells you, ah, anything you wanna share, you can always tell me, i will be here to help. But they only see you as someone who you care talk about problems to, when theres anything interesting and fun going on, you are not in their mind..
-someone who rather listen to ur problems onli, but thats it, they dont realli want you in their life..
-it hurts.
-i dont like being left out..
-no one likes being left out..

Best friends. Not everyone has a friend they can consider their best friend. maybe close buddy? but not everyone has someone they can trust fully in everything they do.

i feel like i try so hard for nothing. all i accomplish now is not for myself.
what i want to do always seem to have something blocking me. i didnt say it was you.

But dun say that i dont care about you.
Dont say that i never bother about you.
Dont say i never try.
You duno how much it hurts, when i actually am..

i cant seem to get anything i want. its like im giving in to what wants me.
do i have any talents.. u all make me wonder..